I experienced the most beautiful moment yesterday and today I am happy to be worn out. I am happy to be worn out cause of LIFE, I am happy to be worn out cause I saw new life beginning. I am happy to be worn out I was in the presence of multiple love. I am happy to be worn out because there was cause and a perfect effect. I have tears, but they are made of joy, I heard and saw pain but it felt so good, to be apart of something that marvelous. We take LIFE for granted and that moment was just a reminder for me to pay attention to my LIFE more closely. That experience was just a reminder to climb those mountains and mole hills. Just a reminder to pick up the pieces and heal from the bull^*t. How much pain can one person endure and which pain would u choose to try again? How can u live and be dead on the inside, floating and moving about with no connection to LIFE and all the wonderful tools it has to offer you. I am worn out worn out, been up all night, outside of the house didn't come in til close to six, needed a shower, couldn't think of eating, cramped a little, the sun almost beat me home all because of pain, love, and LIFE of a new baby girl. CONGRADS TO MY BEST FRIEND MY SISTA AND HER NEW LIFE!!!