I am 32 years old

I have 3 children

I am the 2nd child of 3 children

I have lied

my family is lacking in the meanin of

family

I miss my Brother and my Dad

I wished at one point in my world

I look like my sister

I don't feel smart

I am an emotional eater

I don't feel attractive

I am fat

I don't know if I will ever get

OVER my WEIGHT

I am scared to take chances

I really know who my friends are

I cry a lot

popular

I am not....

my mind goes, where logic

is not

My boyfriend has cheated

and I felt like he needed

because of my looks....I feel alone

I have been used

I have been mentally, Emotionally and physically

abused

Today I release it all

I have been

Brutally Honest

Upon my quest for redemption

and grace ,peace of mind and faith

where and when does this take place

Only when

YOU

can be

BRUTALLY HONEST