I’m moving myself into a mental state where there is love, light, optimism, kindness, an impeccable mind, an impeccable heart. I am learning to be kind to myself. So I say if I am not kind to myself how can I be kind to others genuinely? I guess I am learning to love myself again getting to learn more about Marie getting to know myself again.
I’m thinking to myself (ummmm) its about personal growth, at times you can become stagnant even regress lets bring it back to the personal growth its never about giving up even when things seem unfeasible ( for I know deep in my heart and mind that there is no impossible). Got keep on moving up and moving up. Got to jump into that flowing river and drift to the unknown but have courage don’t let fear control me it is about conquering fear can’t live a fear filled life. I am remembering there are always lessons to be learned.
I went out to the beach last night and walked, looked around at the people with there loved ones friends listened to the music, I looked at where I came from where I am and where i am about to go (unknown). Sometimes things can seem the same redundant but I’m learning about putting on my new pair of eyes when it gets like that. Letting the child inside come out to play, had her locked up inside to long. Be free sing, scream, run and play.
Lately I have been trying to remember to state 5 things that I am thankful for.
1. A new day
2. My health
3. The hair on my head that I argue with (that i am learning to embrace)
4. My father ( that I was upset with for no reason)
5. For the Lord watching over my younger brother
This morning while getting breakfast at a local restaurant close to work an elderly French woman started laughing while she was looking at the lovely pastries and turned around and touched my arm and said I just love looking at these sweets in the morning and walked out. I kind of jumped when she touched me but there was this sweet, kind energy that transferred from her to me in this process.
Thank you Lord
Lots of love and light
Marie
