I had a vision of God's plan for my life. It came over me at the most unexpected time and place, but it was a radiant surprise, like when the sun bursts through the clouds and its warmth suddenly hits your skin. I saw it, I felt it, and I'm not afraid anymore.
An excerpt from an astrological forecast that resonates deeply with where I am on my path: "We may notice that a few of our deepest attachments are actually obstacles to our strongest goals. Our personal crossroads may require us to sort out what's needed on our path, and what we have to jettison to move forward...think of this as compost, breaking down old gardens and garbage to fertilize new growth ahead."
I move forward with this vision in my mind, not quite sure how I will birth it yet, but the simple fact that it is there gives me comfort. Parts of me have been asleep for too long.
And though I know it looks as though I've lost my mind, I feel peaceful. My mom thinks I went a helluva long way off just to learn a lesson (I can hear her voice now: "You're too free spirited!") and maybe she's right, but the journey made it even more profound. Anyways, looks like I'm homeward bound, but more specifics on that later. For the moment, I just need to sit with this thought.
I'm really happy for you...
I'm glad you are feeling more sure of things. New York is a great place esp. BK, full of valuable experiences and awesome people, however I feel that life there is tough on the spirit without enough money to live comfortably and travel when you need to.
Where as everywhere else I've been, it seems much easier for me to afford my share of peace and enjoy life despite some financial limitations. Sounds weird but for me it's true.
Based on our similar nature, my heart would not keep me there too long and it seemed like that for you too, return when you can, even if it's just a visit :)
Home IS wherever the Heart is, like a flower needs SUN!
Yes Lioness...For The Lioness You Know, For The Empress You Love, For The Goddess You Are!