i've actually been looking forward to it

i even enjoy my cramps as long as they stay mild

they're just a reminder that my body is doing what it's supposed to be doing

and this time is always a reminder to pamper myself a WHOLE lot

i gave myself the pedicure of life yesterday

orange and turquoise

inspired my my sistafriend's fly manicures!

three of my toes are turquoise

and the rest are orange

so i'm smiling everytime i glance down at my toes

i won't ever have to decided between two colors again!!!!

i'm feeling lethargic

i mean i don't wanna do NOTHIN!

ion't wanna go no where

ion't wanna cook

i just want to eat

sleep

and drink loooooooooooooooooooots of water and juice

i went and bought a few books today

and felt guilty for the $30 that i spent on them

*sigh*

i deeply despise money being a cause for concern in my life

but back to my moontime...

it always makes me feel really powerful

and like my magic is on 10

so whatever i'm wanting to conjure

now is the time to be really REALLY focused on it

there's a lot of ritual work that i've been meaning to do

been putting it off

a letter that i need to write

some time that i need to spend with my ancestors

finish writing out the list of 100 things that i want to manifest

start taking pictures of my body as an act of self love

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand

there was something else...

OH!

i think it's time for a gratitude list

i'm needing to do some refocusing of my energy

and since i'm using this between eclipse time to conjure what i want

i gotta have my mind and my energy right to do so...

i am grateful for:

having a place to sleep

my fly collection of nail polish

my intelligence

my resiliance

my beauty

my wit

my charm

my connection with Goddess

my relationships with my family

my sisterfriends

my godson

possibilities

invitations to fabulous things

my great legs

innanet time

being able to go to art school

finding books that i wanted to read on sale

my ability to learn

toe rings

indian bedspreads

lays bbq potato chips

fried sweet potatoes

pancakes

heating pads

people who do what they say they're going to do

pretty night gowns

pretty panties

my paid phone bill

my paid etsy bill

my godson

grapes

dried pineapple

finding that song on my profile (cause i've been looking for it for YEARS)